you msn me ,telling me smth tts so drastic.
called u n you said u werent ready to talk.
hanged up n i'm worrying here like nuts for u.wondering how r u.wads happening n stuff.
there u are,perhaps wondering y i aint comforting u ,telling u stuff u wanna hear,y i'm nt empathising wif yr situation.
gosh,seriously i'm at a loss of wad to do already.
WHY NOT U DROP ME A HINT OF WAD I SHLD DO TO HELP U.
e last thing i want you u to feel is i don care enough .
pls talk to me when u're READY.
i'll wait......

EDIT
I'M STILL FREAKING WORRIED ABOUT YOU!TEXT ME.

CONGRATULATIONS BOY!!!!!!

upon hearing the good news,i was giggling non stop.because i'm soooo proud of you.it was worth all e shit u put in for e team man.indeed i believe god has greater plans than wad u could imagined.if u were to win e semis,then maybe u wouldnt gt this award.hahahah.

all in all,i feel so honoured to be your friend.nt because wad u won.but how far u have come.tmr must be shuai shuai when u receive yr trophy hor.

look at my gay friends.HAHA.Faith in cap,weyjian in specs.they come in a pair.nice ppl whom i like to bully esp faith.oh man,they do look cute together.n i love their presence

DO I REALLY KNOW JESUS?

totally random

dinner date wif fel failed,AGAIN!because she fall aslp and is too lazy to get outta bed.WTH.

movie with B n KC  failed.because B wans me to stay home and rest .plan to get out of house crumbled big time.rah.i think i am stuck in a roller coaster rite now.up n down up n down.

sch work is starting to get heavy.which means i gotta get my ass cracking.hate it.at this very moment,i'm still caught up with one of my assignments.n tons untouch.

food trail during my june holi sounds fun and definitely thrilling.

on a total random note,i seem to be gaining alot (clothes,money,all e material stuff),but i'm losing alot of important relationships.this is e greatest setbacks.if only i could turn back time.

ANYONE INTERESTED TO GO TO BANGKOK WITH ME!!!!

I REALLY WANNA GO BACK.

the virus caught me!and beat me hands down.just look at my spastic face.kaoz.number one man.have been sleeping in these past few daes.i sneeze till my nose turn purple,i'm serious.got blue black.i hate stayin at home alone,if it becomes too often.some sort of emo act.luckily i've got a date for dinner later.part of me dreading it.because e weather is sucha killer.missing in action in church for abit. I HATE WAKING UP EARLY ON WEEKENDS.ITS A CHORE!

digust at my hair colour is kicking in.wth.so fast.

life is sooooo boring.

work shop slp eat sch.WTH .getting so sick of it.i need to party! now tt sch hav started, i cant club.sian.i hav a urge to visit dempsey again.i rmb e other time was uber enjoyable.I WANNA CHILL ABIT.

B's finals is next mon.still considering if i shld skip lesson to watch him play.after all,this would be e last time he gets to play in sch nationals.before i know it,he would be botak and in army !!

i really want him to win.this is e last chance to redeem himself.

spam polaroid posts.its been sucha long time since i went on a class outing.been ages since i'm so enthu.normally i don giv a shit bout such stuff.though in e end onli 7 turned up,but it was fun.REAL FUN.esp picture time.X MEN WAS FREAKING AWESOME.DEFINITELY TWO THUMBS UP!!!

TO DEAREST SAN N VAL!

OH ME GOD.I DONNO WHY U ARE BUZZING LIKE SOME FLIES AROUND MY BLOG.BUGGERS.DO U MIND SCRAMMING?HAHHAHA.

I THINK U GUYS ARE E GOD DAMN WEN TING FRIENDS.NO LIFE AT ALL.

SO WAD IF I OWN HER EX.DOES IT CONCERN U?

U WANAN SETTLE.I'M NT AFRIAD OK.COME STARIGHT IN MY FACE AND TOK TO ME.I DARE U.SEE YOU IN SCH!!!!!DAMN IT

LOVE BDAE CELEBRATION IS THIS FRI!I DONNO WAD TO DO

sundae is a happy dae.

woken up by ivan.met e rest at cck.thanks for waiting for me man.

BEN  is so hilarious when he laughed till he teared,jus because i said smth nonsensical.CRAZY!

i was all out to shoot bob til he buai tahan.

bob came up with a super imprompt-to joke on e train.

here it goes...

BA -BOM!!!! THE THUNDER ROARED .

IVAN ME N BOB LOOKED aT EACH OTHER INSTANtEANIOUNSLY !with question marks all over our faces.because e sun was shining so brightly!

"sorry i didnt silent my phone!!!!!hahahahahaha"bob speak in a sheepish voice.

at that magical moment,i laughed my heart out man.its e most power pac joke i've heard so far.

its was a great idea to advertise new phones.how power e sound system can be .

nobody can fight with bob .he has a degree of joker cum crapper.

i like ppl who nv fails to put a smile on my face

suddenly i feel so emo -mo-mo.

a question dawned upon me"how many true friends do i have?".

and e answer is "one or two?!!!!"

how sad.no doubt,i hav tons of friends.but those who would stand by my side , hold my hand and run when i can onli walk,cry with me when i'm heartbroken,show me the right path in love,NEVER  condemn me,puts me on his/her priority list.thinks about me in his quiet n busy times.only a few i guess.

i am seriously considering a major fix.thinking of deleting so called frens,no.s.those tt i think r no longer worthy of my attention,love and effort to maintain this so called frienship.

if somedae u happen to cal /text me and i don reply.it means i don wan to be yr friend ANYMORE.because i had enough of yr nonsense and heartaches.

my heart is in pain at this very moment.

p.s:nth happened ! jus fell this way:)

i am very sad,because of wad happened at work.

i am very sad,because when i try to care,make an effort to comfort you,try to help u kill your bordom,u choose to fling e door in my face, and break my heart.

i am very sad,because i just fail to keep my temper in control.

i am very sad,because i choose to go back on my words.

i am very sad,because i am still in love with you.

i am very sad,because i seem to be doing everything wrong.

i am very sad,because i hurt e people who loves me,time n time again.

i am very sad,because i never learnt my mistakes.

i am happy,because i still hav frens who NEVER  forsake me ,even though i am at e lowest peak of my life.

i am happy because i still hav the strength to go on.

i am happy because i'm not totally crazy about you ,YET!

i am happy because i still can roar with laughter.

i am happy because i'm meeting ben bobby ivan in hours.

i am happy because we are still friends.

“A woman’s heart should be so hidden in God that a man has to seek him just to find her"

by max lucrada(credits to oli)

I LOVE E CODE SOOOOOO MUCH.yes.my boy must find me thru god and no one else.

I MUST STAND STRONG.CANNOT BE WAIVERED!!!!!

to DEAREST valerie,
THANK YOU FOR YOUR SUPERB COMPLIMENT!
i really appreciate yr very"constructive" comment.seems to me u hav nth better to do in sch than to stalk ppl's blog .i'm just devastated to be in the same school as you.i've always thought school of business was e creme of the crop.looks like it aint e case.,your actions and useless words shows otherwise.HAHA!

man,i think you have lousy judgement.i'm pretty secured in myself,esp my looks.seriously,i think i'm beautiful.sad to tell you,i just lookED into e mirror.but IT smiled back.I WONDER WHY?PERHAPS TOO PRETTY.DROP DEAD GORGEOUS.are you jealous of my looks?if not,why take notice of me?or are u envious of the hot guys hanging around me during my breaks.you could join me though,but am afraid we would lose our appetite upon looking at you.why not u bring us a bucket if u wanna join us.,just in case we needa puke.thanks in advance:)

anyway,i would greatly appreciate you coming forward in school to let me know how chio i am in person.however,i guess you don't have e guts.u're jsut a chicken.shits,perhaps u arent even worthy of the word chicken,maybe idiot would be more sutiable.
feel free to contact me at my personal email or hp no.that is yr stalking skills are that awesome.
tata.i
p.s:i love bitches and competition.it just makes e game more exciting.

i'm soooooooooooo looking forward to next mon date wif my love!its been so long since we spend time alone.i miss those times we eat like nobody's business.shop shop shop.chill n relax.
MONDAE!!!!!

hafi,thank you for walking all the way from food court 1 to foodcourt6 just to meet me for lunch.although the weather was abit crazy ,u literally walk fr one end to the other end and ended up sweating like a dog.haha

u were simply out of yr mind to skip lecture and spend my 2 hrs break wif me.man,thank you for making me laugh like before.more meetups as promised:)

he's gonna meet me for lunch.pretty sian diao.rejected him but to no avail.clueless.donno wad to expect

boring sundays !hate it.