i went to sch on mon AND didnt go for e rest of e week.haha.bo bian.i hate school to e core x1000.my flesh is there but soul is at lala land.wads worst.some teachers choose to treat me as invisible .haha.tts e ugly human nature i guess.who cares anyway.i'm off to poly soon.at least i hope i get into e course i want.IF NOT, its gonna be shit hole for me.

todae,mummy n i went to order my 18th birthdae cake.it was my favourite angie's e choice heavenly chocolate cake.e thought of e thick n finger licking good chocolate makes me go GAGA..
can't wait.this sundae celebration is gonna be awesome.my opinion though.

i wanan club.

i guess many of u have heard rumors,talk,gossips OR even from myself that i'm changing to POLY!!!!!
let me clarify this once n for all.YES ITS TRUE.you arent seeing things or hearing stuff.i have made up my mind.and nothing will waiver my decision.stop persuading me to stay at jjc.you guys don understand how terrible i feel in there.once e posting results are out,i'll quit school IMMEDIATELY.hooray.

super cam whore!!!!

went to np open house.gt to know more bout mass comm.haha.had twister fries .yums.
tok wif jas online was cool.haha.
i cam whored after i returned home.

eff man.its been more than a fucking year.n i'm almost there.nearly done in erasing u fr my effing mind,my stupid memory.yet ,god planned for me to meet u TODAE.wad e hell.why why why?????
always thought i've gotton over u.but todae.e truth speaks .i HAVEN!pictures of us being together racing thru e back of my mind.rah.this is so agonizing.freak man.of all daes,i had to bumped into u when i'm e worst dressed ,withuot my makeup,hair all messed up.summed up in one word.UNGLAM.felt nothing but embarrassed.seriosuly.haiz.meeting u again ,jus jeopardise everything.i'm back to square one.fighting to FORGET YOU FOR GOOD.actually deep down in my heart,i still long for u.i ', just being sucha loser.

4E'O7


B & ME
to B:THANKS FOR E MILK TEA N WINGS.


spent last nite with 4E '07 at ECP bbqing after meetup with da ge.missed e bus stop n took more than an hr to reach.tt really dampen my mood,because i could hav spent more time with my loves.e nite started out quite fun.howeverit turned soured because of all my own doings.i forgot bout B n enjoyed myself with stozer.while B cooked lotsa wings just for me.he kinda grew jealous n pissed for neglecting him.its been a long time since we fall out.we said hurtful stuff.felt like crap.darn confuse now as to why all these would have happened in e first place.B,i really hope we can tok.

yesterdae i also went out with my FAVOURITE da ge was A-W-E-S-O-M-E .we never fail to entertain each other each time we meetup,cracking silly jokes,laughing at each other.hahaha.heart to heart sharing is ALWAYS A MUST. donno why,but we are pretty comfortable in sharing own's darkest secrets/TRUOBLES ,some stuff tt would nv be shared easily with.i really love meetups with him.its meaningful.not just simple "LATTE",for fun onli.i think u guys know wad i'm driving at.

caught e pervertic "yes man" movie together.we we stunned by some scenes of e show.da ge was laughing non stop when he saw e lead actor's butt.haha

as of 2009,alvin n i have known each other for THREE YEARS.how time flies man!another 3 more years to come.:)

i wanan own u guys.man,can't wait to gt my pay

i'm currently quite affected by billy.rah.maddening.
my dae was like a roller coaster ride.
forgive me boy.