shermaine is awfully sick.throbbing headache,running tap flu,infectious / frustraing soar throat.
messy life.mood swings.crazy temper.nothing can be worse than this.

recenlty,i've been angry with e slightest thing.donno wads happening to me.seems like every single lil detail gets on my nerve.there's a desparation in me that i wanna drink till i drop.nv to wake up and face this whirlpool of troubles.freaking crap.

i'm neither happy nor sad.i think anger is eating me up.