sometimes i feel so .....i cannot say wad i want in this space.fearing that tongues might wag. its so sickening.i missed B's opening match due to work.

i miss so many ppl recently.its so weird to sae i miss ppl yet i choose to do nth bout it.haha.shld at least text them or smth but jus couldnt bring myself to do it because maybe they will think i'm simply insane.so i rather keep it to myself.

god,i miss your presence.there's so many things that i'm still holding on.so many memories that i simply cant let go or erase.i'm still living in my past.wished time would freeze.praying for e impossible.faith seems to come to a standstill.wads happening.at times,i just wished all had nv happened ,its okay to take away e happiness becasuse e pain and frustration is too much for me to bear.yet i know god u will not do that.u're bringing me thru a season of rain n storms.but a rainbow will surely appear once all comes to a stop.i choose to believe that yr plans r for my good

i'm bored to tears!

i like this picture BEST!!!!HAHAHHA

i like my isight alot.cool shitz.life been so boring.

i've been chosen for sp scholarship.e down thing is i gotta promote myself in a 200 word essay which i've yet to start on.TOTALLY DREADING IT !like fake lor.no clue as to was to write.haiz.

i trim my eyebrows this morning after a zillion mths!!!!hooray.no more bushy brows

i took out my extensions already.hehehehehe...kiddin la

todae keith visited me at work.i was sooooo happy to see him.catch up a lil bit.then headed home for dinner.

oh u i miss e army boys!!!esp ivan n mel.meetup pls

hahahahaha.i was sooooo bored,ended up cam whoring.so me.

still nt familiar with my mac book.but now tt i gt a cam on my lappy.u all r in trouble.think i gonna cam whore every now n then

i went out for movies with my dear taiyi AND B. supposed to catch hotels for dogs.BUT there's a twist to it.we walked into e wrong theatre.how embarrassing.ended up watchin street fighters instead.its pretty lame to me thou.GUESS e company made it a lil better.

another surprsise or maybe shock(donno if its gd or bad),i bump into HAFI when heading home jus now.gd thing is,there wasnt uneasiness btw us .e short 3 min conversation didnt make me reminisce e past.hahahahah.i didnt feel like i lost a treasure ,as he look way better now.more tan,more built ,more height,more looks.perhaps his character is no longer charming.:)

i had a good dae.wad bout u?

it always happens when i least expected.crap.onli come knocking on my door when u need me to be there for u.i'm nt yr room service or smth.u selfish lil junk.yeah.i'm still mad at u for being dishonest!i'm a girl afterall.now,i've chosen god instead of u .hehehehe.wise choice i guess.n it takes alot of courage n effort on my side to stop being a fren for e time being.

I GOT MY MACBOOK!!!!!!!!!!!!AWESOME MANZ.i love it .
G12 just now was great.becasue i sense god's presence.like serious.really is physical .nt hallucination.more man more!!!!
when i change then everything changes.how true!
i'm so happy
i hope i can be on time tmr

pics taken on fri nite at e most awesome place ever.tts DEMPSEY!wakao.SHIOK!!!!

i love p.s cafe.i think tt nite caused me to run this stupid fever.or maybe e frequent stays out till wee hours has cause my body to fail me.its been a zillion years since i felt this shit.

i had a nightmare last nite.a serious one.left me waking up in fear