sometimes i feel so .....i cannot say wad i want in this space.fearing that tongues might wag. its so sickening.i missed B's opening match due to work.

i miss so many ppl recently.its so weird to sae i miss ppl yet i choose to do nth bout it.haha.shld at least text them or smth but jus couldnt bring myself to do it because maybe they will think i'm simply insane.so i rather keep it to myself.

god,i miss your presence.there's so many things that i'm still holding on.so many memories that i simply cant let go or erase.i'm still living in my past.wished time would freeze.praying for e impossible.faith seems to come to a standstill.wads happening.at times,i just wished all had nv happened ,its okay to take away e happiness becasuse e pain and frustration is too much for me to bear.yet i know god u will not do that.u're bringing me thru a season of rain n storms.but a rainbow will surely appear once all comes to a stop.i choose to believe that yr plans r for my good