shermaine is awfully sick.throbbing headache,running tap flu,infectious / frustraing soar throat.
messy life.mood swings.crazy temper.nothing can be worse than this.

recenlty,i've been angry with e slightest thing.donno wads happening to me.seems like every single lil detail gets on my nerve.there's a desparation in me that i wanna drink till i drop.nv to wake up and face this whirlpool of troubles.freaking crap.

i'm neither happy nor sad.i think anger is eating me up.

chinese new year was pretty boring.started out with bai nian at gu gu's house.once i accomplished my mission of receiving all my ang paos.i rushed to billy's place ,also known as e gambling den.billy n some other fellows gambled for more than 6 hrs until this morning 4++ am.I DIDNT GAMBLE OKAY!!!!!! i merely sit beside billy and watch him play.it wasnt boring at all.infact thru e ganling session.i coulld clearly see for myself their true colours.haha.billy won alot.then four of us went for supper and headed home.rah.i'm still so tired although i slept almost e whole of todae.norm la.stupid idiot.hav to work tmr

reunion dinner was fabulous with lotsa good food.papa whipped up dishes like fresh prawns,hainanese chicken,ngo hiong*e meat roll*,veg compliimented by oyster sauce bao bai n xiang gu.sour veg soup.fried tao kua with prawns n shun.hahaha.

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i missed church todae when i know todae i must be there!like seriously.i did heare irritatin alarm ringing like a zillion times.but i just coudnt gt out of bed.partly because i was sooooo slpy but also because my unwillingness to face god or wad took place.

shermaine is kinda.......feels ........also donno how to describe.this emotion i've NEVER felt it before.sucha strange feeling.hav no clue or wad so ever as to wad word to fill in e blanks.

from todae onwards,shermaine will hav a darkest secret of her life.its a secret she will NEVER tell! i know many will judge.many wil be disappointed.and some of u may hav already guessed it.

god likes to test me.thru words tt i hav spoken.but sad to sae i nv fail to fail him.

spent a bomb

GAN CHIO !!!!

i WANT A VESPA!i mean i wanna ride a vespa real soon.i'm so gonna gt a class 2a liscense if nt a 2b.but e problem is i donno how to convince my parents to let me ride a scooter.though scooter is nt as fatal as a killer motorbike.hahaha.don care.i want.:)

cherie n jill surprise me with oreo cheesecake at work yesterdae...haha.,yums.been sucha long time since i had oreo cheesecake.
bobby ang meng finally visited me at work yesterdae too,after uncountable aeroplanes.hehe...made him hang clothes n buy bubble tea for me.haha.maid la.kidding

suppose to go shopping ALONE at vivo now before meeting mummy at 1++pm.need to buy cny clothes.guess i can onli pop by f21 tmr then